Wondering.. wondering and always wondering..
Have you ever been with someone but yet it feels like..
you're not with them?
Times when you just want to be hold, but instead you are left to be alone..?

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I think sometimes when a person needs their own space, they need the time to think..
To think of what they want..in life.. who they want to spend their time with... why and so on..
And when the person is actually left alone..
they then want some attention!
Does that make any sense.. Do people normally wants the other person to be around just because they want them to?
When the other person just wants to be with you.. all you do is push them away..
Then once their GONE GONE GONE out of your life..what do you do?
Go to your bed and just feel down and upset..?

How to explain these feeling..IS unEXPLAINABLE.

What's my point? I'm not so sure..

I really don't know what I'm trying to write about. I just been talking to a few people.. and I realized that.. people who seem sooo happy are actually not as happy as I thought they would be.. with their other half.

When you're spending time and giving everything you have and do whatever you can to make the other person happy..not realizing that you YOURSELF aren't as happy as you thought you were..You're happy that they are happy..BUT what about YOUR needs.. Who will fullfill that ?
Sure you're not asking for anything back..sure.. as long as things are good between you and the person..why question?
Soemtime you can still feel that empty - ness even when to the other person, they feel that they also have fill that empty spot..
Be straight forward and let them know HOW you feel.
Both side should be able to make each other happy. IF that PERSON does not see what youre seeing..

MAYBE it's a sign to just.. leave. They can't keep you happy..why should you stick around and making sure that they deserve everything while you're devastating..and Lonely.




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If you have read this..hahaha thanks:P I seriously don't really know what I'm trying to say.. but I said..what I wanted. Maybe just didn't put it in the right way..


That's for todays post. :|

Kinda serious.. and sad.. and who knows what. =/

Take care guys.. hope you can make great choices in life and stay happy.

Thanks...
Cindy<3